I’m turning 25 this year and for some reason, it’s starting to feel daunting! I feel lost at work and have been trying to look at the bigger picture a lot lately. What do I want in life? Where do I want to be in the next 5 years? How will I ever find out what career I want or just what I want to do for the rest of my life? What makes me happy? What will make me feel the most fulfilled? Will I ever figure it out? Is there a sign I should be looking for?
Clearly, I have a lot of questions and it’s driving me nuts. Like everything else in life, figuring out your purpose or what you want to spend your life doing is difficult af. But like everything else in life, I know it’ll be that much more rewarding when I do figure it out!
Am I the only one going through this? Some people I know seem so sure of what they want to achieve, are you one of those people? Or are you like me and are as lost as a needle in a haystack lol?
Ideally, I’d like to stay in Fashion. I’d like to be able to express myself. I’d like to do something rewarding/make a difference (even if it’s the littlest thing). I just want to stay as true to myself as possible and get paid for it! Blogging for a living would be bomb. Creating YouTube videos for a living would be bomb as well. I’d also love to open up my own boutique! It’s just like, how do I get there? I guess if I want it bad enough, I’ll work really hard and do whatever it takes! (Do you know what it takes? ‘Cause I don’t.)
Anyway, this is just a feeling I’ve been having lately and was hoping some of you might feel the same. Whatever it is that I’m meant to do for the rest of my life can wait though, I’m still young (for now) and have plenty of time to figure it out.
Thanks for hearing me out!
- A ❤