OKI. So I’ve decided to start this new “series”.
a.) Because “Winter Depression” is real.
b.) Because I’m borderline insane?
But really, this is more for me than it is for you. You guys probably won’t enjoy reading these entries but I feel like I need an outlet for all the random shit that goes on inside my brain. Do you ever feel like you think too much or just need somewhere to share your thoughts?
I mean, I have a roommate. I basically complain and ramble about everything to her, but what if something happens to her? *knocks on wood* What if I didn’t have her to ramble to? (I also think she’s very close to being sick of me..) But I think a lot! A lot a lot. Maybe too much. Actually, definitely too much. And it’s over utter nonsense!!
Does anyone wanna tell me I’m not crazy? … please?
For example, a couple of weeks ago, I gave myself a mini anxiety attack thinking about death. Just like what it actually is, what’s going to happen to me, etc. Mind you, this sprung up randomly while I was on the subway so that’s probably why it was only a “mini” one. In the privacy of my own home I would have been losing my shit. Heh.
But seriously, have you ever thought about yourself no longer existing?! That’s FREAKING TERRIFYING!! Do you feel like this is getting kind of dark? Or is it just me? Honestly though, I really need a place to share this nonsense and then I thought, “Girl, just blog it.” (Hope ya’ll don’t mind.)
There’s other benefits to sharing these ramblings too (I think lol). Clearing my head is major. Having some content is a bonus, no? Uhh.. that’s all I can think of right now.
Anyways, if you guys have anything you’d like to hear me ramble about, shoot me a comment! If you don’t, that’s cool too. I’m suuuuure I’ll think of something.
Until next time,
- A ❤